Cairns 18 Dec 2010
I was looking in the eyes Silvio Berlusconi trying to see a gloom of humanity, without sucsess. an idea broke out of my mind and I asked him "Professor, President, as I read a book where says to ask advises to people who know their shit, I wanna become a rich man and you're one the richest men on earth...how can I get rich?"
He assumed a strange suprized expression as a robot is getting shower flashing its circuits ... and I got out of my dream. Waking up in the back of a toyota landcruiser that is a little bit n the sun is really swety experience, and more than all realize that you're fucking conscious of the emotional travel yu've done from the dreaming back to earth. I just wrote up the dream in my laptop and went to do tai chi, qi qong whatever it is to make my energy flow without an italian coffee. Wade(my neibor in the car park) joined me, so it was tai chi on the esplanade of cairns undr some nice palms, on a perfect grass, looked like a place of the video games ... guys behind plaing frisbee, dogs, bikes nearly got hit by frisbees ... people jogging, city waking up, exercices, human beings working their fit, and we're just moving so slowly ... . . . feeling the quality of your movement, crazy, at the uni the say me that the are automatic schemes to speed the action process and no one talks about emotional being. Who talks about doing things as you feel? No one. Just do it in that or that way, why? I'm a rebel never gonna do the things as people say me to. I find my way and I found a perfct rebel way to live. Slowly. rushing ? No Sir, Imma not rushing. I'll find a slower way to do the things I need to do, cause speed freaks my being. I learned to listen, run for what? Why should I speed up?Productivity? Get the maching going? My body doesn't like this rythem, it's music that doesn't make me vibrate. I always run , specially to get things done, but the results always were sooo mere... Slow, I'll see people train, feel my body penetrate the air while cars go at 50 60 km/h, flow in the air with my shoulders relaxed. Finally a relax way.
Wade has imporved so much and is doing good just 3 times, specially the flying dove, I love doing it, he felt the thing of the movement in this one and surprized me today doing it in such a spontaneous way. He's a bright soul, I appreciate being in his presence, a friend that I haven't seen in a looooong time. Finally back mate! Grab a fucking hourse for me and let's have a ride toghther. Fucking cowboy. He kicksass. And his girldfriend too, Minkey. She's funny to hell, cracks me up. And they're cool together. there are coples and people just hanging around, they're good, you feel this comunication that they've matured with years of incredible situations toghether that only makes the distance more near between humans and they're fucking tatood on each other, but with the respectful distance of the other, fucking good job guys. It's good hang with you guys. I share the passion for feeling nature. Wades' got a knife, hunting one with him, I'm got a kukuri man, we're of the same pasta dude, and Minkey? " I'm sad I lost my pen knife..." Fucking good girl. Cowgirl in the medulla. Miss my girlfriend, she'd be a fcuking hardcore jungle woman. She'd be able to teach a orilla silver back to do backflips and bark if the'd wanna. She also had a knife, police got it at the airport, that's my girl. Mee to honey but I chat more that you ;-) and I got passed a 36tool knife at the airport with the bliss of the captian of the italian police. Good man, and I needed a knife in brasil. A gun would be perfect but can't have everything in life.
So I'm selling me jeep and this moring two french blokes come and drive test it, suspention are shit, motor roars and mecanic says his shit, chang the syuspention for a good price, honet mormon, love that guy, did me a great favor swapping a whole engine for 2 grands. 2200 right man? 200 for checking my blown engine and putting some oil, nut I'm cool with that. Tirand le somme thanks , good job, really.
When you're OUT of cash even 1 dollar seems heaven so 2 grands seem like hell but with distance you realize that's ok.
The blokes are cool, chilled guys, know their shit and don't wanna get fucked. Chill dudes, you're buying a tank, need only a machine gun and might know people for that but that's on you sorry!
